first of all i had a thank you lunch with all the people who did sonshine clubs. so i got to see jesse. i also saw him on thursday. but when i saw him, i didn't get butterflies. i think i more like the idea of him because he's such a great guy. but idk. so then i picked martha up and we hung out at my house for a while before anyone showed up. then david came over and the whole time before, while we were waiting for him, i had butterflies (i even have them now as i'm thinking about it) and i'm pretty sure i had them all night. so we were just hanging out waiting for cory to show up and david was sitting next to me (i was pretty excited about that). then we started the movie and i made the stupid mistake of saying i wanted one of the arms of the couch. cause right after i said that, david said he wanted the other arm. so the whole night we were on opposite ends of the couch. so martha was between us then mickey showed up so he sat between martha and david. but the whole time during the first movie (we watched lord of the rings) we were just cracking jokes. i had to keep asking them what was going on because i wasn't paying any attention. but i must admit it was pretty good. then we decided to watch the second movie but we wanted to get up and stretch first. so we decided to take a walk. that was seriously my favorite part of the night. i was next to david for pretty much the whole walk and all i could think about (i know this is kinda ridiculous but it's the truth) was being married to him and taking walks like that together. then as we were walking he would stop and smell peoples roses. it was pretty cute if you ask me. then when we got back to the house we were trying to figure out when we could watch the third one. we were already kind of talking about the 4th of july (martha and i were just saying what we did last year) and david was like, well why don't we do it on the 4th of july then we can go watch the fire works. ARE YOU FREAKIN KIDDING ME????? to me, fireworks are one of the most romantic things in the world and i'm gonna be with david watching them... i'm kinda going crazy about that. so then we watched part of the second one but it was like 930 when we started it and we were all getting tired. no one was really paying attention but me, but i was only half paying attention cause i was trying to listen to what they (martha and david mainly) were saying. so we stopped it at like 1130 and decided to finish that one and watch the third one on the 4th of july. so last night was sooooo much fun. i would have traded it for the world. it was the first time david and i actually hung out when he planned it, he actually followed through with his plans this time and i was so excited that he did.
so then there's this week. i'm gonna see him tuesday for a future quest prayer meeting and then wedensday, thursday, and friday for future quest. it's gonna be great!
i'm just so excited because we're finally at that stage where we're realizing that we have a lot of fun together and it makes sense to hang out. i think i was just so tired of not hanging out with him and having him break plans that we make that i stopped liking him. but now that he's making an effort to hang out, i'm starting to like him again.
i dunno. but i'm meeting with sarah today which couldn't be better timing. i really need to talk to someone about this. i definitely would tell martha and i'm surprised i haven't yet. but when i told her i was over him she just said good, it's not healthy to like him... da da da da da. so i don't know what she'd say if i told her i'm starting to like him again. i'm sure she'll have my back no matter what and support my decision, but idk. i just really need to talk to sarah about it.
so that's where i stand. it seems as though nothing really changes. :p
but on the bright side... i start work in less than 2 weeks! and i got to hawaii in exactly 23 days! i absolutely can't wait for either of those to come!
this is gonna be an awesome summer :)
